The White Verses: 1-33

ascend with me 1
naked i followed you 2
if pi were 3
unhorse the rider 4
four letter word 5
usher in my love 6
came down from no mountain 7
lion of zion 8
a life of dieing 9
cross section 10
hummingbird unhurried 11
fountain of youth 12
her dark hair rules the night 13
virgin & leviathan 14
jerusalem 15
tremble pale cathedral 16
the lexicon 17
the grotesque 18
the sublime 19
lower case god 20
rejected from the pantheon 21
unselfish in my solitude 22
no ray of light 23
coming of ageless 24
until the until 25
my sad library 26
pinups in hell 27
star of david 28
olivet 29
eyes of a peacock 30
chess with death 31
unlike a dove 32
33 of 77 i am 33

The Red Verses: 37-73

ascend with me 1
naked i followed you 2
if pi were 3
unhorse the rider 4
four letter word 5
usher in my love 6
came down from no mountain 7
lion of zion 8
a life of dieing 9
cross section 10
hummingbird unhurried 11
fountain of youth 12
her dark hair rules the night 13
virgin & leviathan 14
jerusalem 15
tremble pale cathedral 16
the lexicon 17
the grotesque 18
the sublime 19
lower case god 20
rejected from the pantheon 21
unselfish in my solitude 22
no ray of light 23
coming of ageless 24
until the until 25
my sad library 26
pinups in hell 27
star of david 28
olivet 29
eyes of a peacock 30
chess with death 31
unlike a dove 32
33 of 77 i am 33shy 37
i am at war 38
a bible black 39
not too late to die young 40
holy wood 41
always the martyr 42
perfecting 43
my heart is not heart shaped 44
the animal first named 45
red wine 46
a tower of babel 47
man in a boat 48
my voice broke again 49
pedestals of despair 50
to those who suicided me 51
old testament 52
how only stands the man 53
weeping willow 54
head of a pin 55
a hell's landscape 56
the wordless book 57
worms of G-d 58
cross for the wood 59
love let me hunger 60
the divine animal 61
rider of the apocalypse 62
the day after judgment day 63
all the pretty things 64
a book of hours 65
canonizer 66
hymn the man 67
zodiacal light 68
anatomia ecclesia 69
these words were never mine 70
does not my altar please you 71
garden of earthly delights 72
beatitude 73

The Black Verses: 77-83

start of the hunt 77
at the fountain 78
leaps the stream 79
defends himself 80
tamed & betrayed by the virgin 81
killed & brought to the castle 82
in captivity 83

The Pale Verses: 87-133

i was not born this way 87
man with a ladder 88
a kiss of water 89
the number 8 90
epic 91
the looking glass 92
cathedral of pain 93
god mode 94
death with chess 95
man of sorrows 96
vivisection 97
the small death 98
first haircut 99
violet 100
new jerusalem 101
cover your shame 102
a honeycomb 103
no means yes 104
patmos 105
the blood hyphen 106
all the i ams 107
twelve moons 108
man with book on head 109
untitled 110
an american tragedy 111
pomegranate girl 112
a species of fire 113
all my notebooks 114
cimabue 115
weight of the world 116
uneclipsed one 117
the twilight keeper 118
uppercase G-d 119
a voyeur 120
the uterine horn 121
the labyrinthine way 122
ex libris 123
hemorrhaging 124
resurrection bone 125
itchthys 126
son of the mourning 127
the apocryphal 128
the ahistorical 129
the apology 130
777 131
mark of cain 132
unbecoming 133

The Gold Verses: 137-173

because of you 137
horror vacui 138
messianic banquet 139
un 140
famous monsters 141
my sideshow days 142
the ancient pool 143
the belly of 144
the bottom of 145
castle in the sky 146
the physiologus says 147
bibliotheca 148
illusions of grandeur 149
a lullaby 150
fear of stars 151
a bull in profile 152
below the waist (above the heart) 153
genome poem 154
the oval portrait 155
mark of the beast 156
wonderland syndrome 157
the rose window 158
monomyth 159
a diet of worms 160
the anatomy chair 161
am i dying 162
king james version 163
if wishes were unicorns 164
man made 165
happily ever after 166
she 167
megiddo 168
no greater shame 169
the migraneur 170
vesica piscis 171
debrided 172
i was a teenage 173

apocryphallus 177
hymn to awe 178
fountainhead 179
blonde madonna 180 
2012 a.d. 181 
i triumphant 182
oh death 183
my darkest hour 184
gargoyleless 185
half immaculate 186
loligoth 187
nosebleedings 188
the kaleidoscope 189
a lullaby cheat 190
the mirror seal 191
once before i die 192
there is a kiss 193
crucible 194
double starred 195
voice of martyr 196
3.a.m. 197
the first gold 198
apple of no eye 199
the fish king 200
perfect beast 201
double souled 202
my smiling rib 203
peeking a boo 204
summer's end 205
unio mystica 206
pi of the beholder 207
peacock girl 208
man of iron 209
bloodletters 210
death by privacy 211
dollhouse eyes 212 
birthmark 213

The Last Verses: 217-233  (NEW)

remember my name 217
awoke during surgery 218
freedom tower 219
across the millennia 220
the wooing of eve 221
metaphysical 222
anatomy of peach 223
princess syndrome 224
left hand of G-d 225
suffer the little 226
already not yet 227
sad wonder 228
all seeing eye 229
the binary kiss 230
diamond song 231
starfishes 232
isreal 233